Short story

End is a very abrupt stop to something good and also something bad. What you want to end has always a new beginning to begin with. I never thought I will end my life like this, but finally today the end begins.

Dec 14 2008, 6 pm

“Hi, this is Tamanha Saha, reporting live from Palace Ground, Bangalore. Here in front of me you can see the crowd which is going wow for Rahul Dixit New Concert, Jaag. Most of them have been waiting in line for the ticket at least 24 hours before. And mind you the decoration, the settings are incredibly gorgeous and eye pleasing. Rahul Dixit as you know is a famous Singer of south and especially of Sandalwood, has sung many of the famous songs like “ Manina Gombe”, “Neenilada Neenapu” and so on. The Crowd here is waiting in a tip toe with such an enthusiasm, which has never been seen before in decades for any other concert. Masi, will get back to you when we are on the start of the concert and that surly will be at around 9 clock Pm, so until then tats it from me, Tamanha with Cameraman Satish Koshik, TV 10”

Finally I got a seat near the 1st hub which was pre-occupied by many top Reports who had come to witness the most happening concert of the decade and also some to telecast them. I wanted to be a Journalist from my childhood, I knew it and that was all in my mind. And once achieved, I had an aspiration within for a long time to report something out of place. And here is a chance which will make my career high above my horizon. But now more than that I have got the opportunity, for sure to embrace my true identity to the people who think I am of no good. I had to make a core decision on what I had aspired and what I need to do now. It’s a challenge is what I feel but nothing can stop me now, because I believe in what others cannot, and what others think when they say they are the Allah’s son. Let this show start and I will be dignified as a true Allah’s Follower.

Dec 14 2008, 9.15pm

“Rahul Dixit New Concert, Jaag has come to an end with a huge disaster and loss, not only to Garden City Bangalore but also to the whole nation. We have lost the very famous Rahul Dixit, the all time singer of the South and along with him it has been estimated to be around 50,067 people dead and 25,560 is in there critical bed and rest around 18,000 people injured. A Wise Terrorist Attach is what the Intelligence has tagged this attack because of the unpredictable scenario arise. TV 10 Exclusive Reporter Ms Tamanha Saha is the mass culprit of this Attack. She has been said to be involved with Pakistani Terrorist group IAS. With a witty mind she made sure all the arrangements are made as per the plan and placed her as a suicide bomb when the program started. What a shame for the family of Tamanha and also TV 10. I am outside PM office where the discussion on the current situation is been under study. Relief plans for the …………”

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Humanity

Emotion is such an easy term to describe is what I thought. Yes it is very fragile substance in my life is something I consider. We react to different situations very differently and the reaction is what we conclude to be emotion. Sad, especially feeling bad for somebody is utmost different emotion compare to our own self suppressed thinking and to see and feel "humanity" only emotion is necessary and nothing more.

Today in TCS Bangalore, all around, especially in my office in Cafeteria they are telecasting the Flood Relief Video volunteered by some TCS employee’s. They had visited Badami village in Bagalokot district. Flood has really taken away there sweet homes. The Buildings are collapsed and the room which was once known is now a devastating scene with bricks all around. The anganvadi, a school for under 6 yrs old kids, is merely like an ancient building with only doors to stand on. A scene which can catch you and make your eyes drowning.

On the way to my pg, I happen to pass by the famous SAP labs which nobody can go unnoticed. But Opposite this famous building there lives a small family who sales garden flowers and pots which always goes unnoticed. They have a small blue plastic house made up in tent formation where the lady of the family sleeps. She and her husband have a lovely 3 kids and a puppy to play with. And one day, you can say thanks to traffic, I saw how she cooked Roti in a black rusted pan outside in a very chilly evening, with her husband and children waiting for her to finish.

Kundalahalli Gate is a place famous for local bars and Non veg shops which is situated near the Bus stop. Nearly every day I see one person lying down in the foot path, over-drunk and unconscious. There will be nobody to notice them, or to help them. I don't want to know the situation how they have arrived there or what circumstances had made them to be there, it only makes us more pity and more stressed to see that.

Now why did I write this? What's the purpose? All of us know it....Yes we know it and I will never persuade you to go and make a view of it or join some community to make an awareness of it...No nothing

I Just wanted to say that when I listen to it and when i see it, one of the hormone level increases in my blood.......the whole body goes so numb and my eyes will be so waterish,...Does this happen to you too?

Does this impact on your body makes you think, why such a reaction for an unknown stranger,...who is he/she for me??

After such a reaction in your mind and body, Do you feel that yes even thou he is unknown for me i will help him, ...might be if it is so silly like....go to a temple and pray for him /her , for his/her life, for his/her well being....??

And yes Don't to you think this is humanity and This is how we are called a human ,.....rather than an animal, who has the ability to help others by having a self control on our need and help others who are in much greater need then us...........

Love
Prathi